My biggest fear is that one day,
You'll see me as I view myself,
A shattered mirror, a broken frame,
A picture of someone else.
I fear you'll see the cracks and flaws,
The imperfections I try to hide,
The doubts and fears, the unseen scars,
The shadows that lurk inside.
I dread the thought of you discovering,
The parts of me that I despise,
The mistakes I've made, the sins I carry,
The truths I can't disguise.
So I hold back, I keep my distance,
Afraid to reveal my true face,
I wear a mask, a shield of resistance,
A facade that's hard to replace.
But maybe, just maybe, you already know,
The parts of me I try to hide,
The secrets, the doubts, the inner woe,
The struggles I keep locked inside.
Perhaps it's time to face my fear,
And let you in, to share my pain,
To trust that you will still be near,
Even when I feel insane.
So know that I am flawed and human,
Full of contradictions and despair,
But know that I am also resilient,
With a heart that's broken but still there.
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